Still experiencing the bone-deep fatigue. Can’t get any spring in my step. I tried to fake it yesterday. Didn’t fool anybody. It’s better to just be who I am at this moment. The fog will lift when I can handle the reality of Kim’s death. I can say it but I’m not sure I believe it yet. The last time I went to the store I couldn’t remember why I was there. Just laughed and came home.
I hope you find some clarity soon, but know that grief is one of those things that takes as long as it takes.
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